Wednesday, April 29, 2009

a glimmer?

I cant say much, since nothing is verified as true. If you have been following this journey at all you know that we hear some rumors and they turn out to be untrue. I am a member of a yahoo group for other waiting parents and even though I dont talk much there, I find an enormous amount of comfort and information. We are from all over the US and even abroad. Anyway, there is a rumor that there is some 'positive' action going on. I got an email from J yesterday. She talked to T and without getting to detailed (remember they asked us not to release anything publicly until it is confirmed by the Kyrg govt) things may start moving for us waiting families. Maybe as soon as a month from now. Just moving, not get on a plane. But, at least I will be able to tenatively book the plane. I am hoping for a confirmation from the US Department of State, who has been working for us as well. Believe me-when I get that confirmation of action this blog will be updated. I am so blessed to have friends (virtual and warmblooded) who are sharing this journey with me encouraging positivity and supporting me. You really dont know how connected people are until you are put in a situation where you REALLY need that connection and your friends are there. I am trying to be strong and positive. (I cant have an emotional break right now.. i may have to update my medical docs-lol) I've been doing ok. Focusing alot on work (fortunately theres lots to do), relaxing, and taking time to let go of those things I cannot control. I think of it as 'delegating' I can handle those things within my control and those I cannot are handled by the only One who can.

On a happy happy note. Jellybean has made her (Yes L, I said 'her') debut on the world wide web in her first baby bump shot. The credit goes to her hubby and it is beautiful. I am looking forward to the 'growth'.
Love to all


Becky said...

Well hopefully this glimmer turns into a bright glare! I really cannot wait to see little man home in your arms!

Lori said...

I read the emails too and hoped that it meant what you think it means as well. That boy needs to be home with his momma!

Her. Ha ha...I'd love that, but don't think so. I'll take either one gladly, though!

Also--tag, you've been dubbed a Queen of All Things AW-SUMMM! Check my blog out for directions!

PS--security word is "unflue." Ha the government would love some of that right now!

Maria said...

Don't forget sleeping -- do lots of it now as you may never again!!! Seriously, this is FANTASTIC news and I cannot wait until you can share more and that you are able to make those plane reservations!!
And in Lori's honor -- security word: waywin -- as in I hope they find a "way when" little man can come home!!