Sunday, October 18, 2009

Life goes on

Life goes on.. I am still not sure what the future holds for me, whether my child is still in Kyrgz or not. There is still no news to what will happen since I have lost B and have no referral to complete. My agency is still trying to figure out how it will play out. There is no way to tell right now what is going to happen with the waiting families, or if I will still be considered part of the group. I am still hopeful that I will be given the opportunity to accept another referal (or two) and complete with my original group.

I am happy to have been given the chance to love a little boy and help with his care until his birthmother could take care of him. I am sad that he will not be with me..and hope only the best for him and his birthmother.


Lori said...

He was very lucky to have you in his life and it's a very noble position you are taking in wishing the best for his birthmother--obviously we would always want moms and babies together, but it is hard to be so noble when it's your heart that breaks in that process. Lots of prayers for them and always for you!

Kimberly said...

Beth - I am so heartsick with you...praying for you and B and his birth mom.
Praying especially for the child(ren) that you will parent that God would bring them to you - swiftly!